Post by Nyxy ( 血の花 ) on Apr 5, 2015 12:51:44 GMT
Deep inside an inner turmoil takes its toll…”
“I don’t understand it why did she just collapse? We are about to do battle aren’t we?” Fear’s voice is in panic. The Beast sighs “I don’t know! None of this is making sense, we joined as one, we felt the light of the center inside us…why are we split again!” Her anger boiling as they look down at Hope. She laid still her face ashen, she had collapsed the moment they split. “Wake up!” The beast kicks at Hope's form, and Fear frowns; “stop it you may hurt her.” Hope softly groans “too much doubt, we cannot move forward, I am sorry.” She lays still dark chains soon bind around her. Fear frowns backing up but soon surrounded by dark chains and rooted in place. The beast smirks “I knew she was not worthy, I suppose I’ll be taking over no…hey…no stop…” Dark chains spring up she tries to dodge “no way I won’t be ah!” Dark chains come down from the sky wrapping completely around her. As she struggled they tightened, the three of them were now bound in place. The inner world begins to crumble “why is this happening?” Fear sighed, the Beast frowns “something made her give up, and now we are doomed.” Fear frowned “but the center….” The Beast looks over and frowns “see for yourself…” The structure which had been glowing strong was fading the stones crumbling down. “Damn it what happened out there??” The beast says staring sadly as the world begins to fall apart…
Yuki glances at Nyxy who had walked a little forward as everyone tended to Mathias, the reveal of him being one of Drake’s childer must have been a shock to Nyxy. But she sensed something worse. “Nyxy San what is troubling you?” Nyxy turned to her “I want to thank you Yuki, just like I thanked Jack, this existence of mine was rough before I met all of you. I thought I’d never know happiness, but for a brief moment I did. Yuki nods and smiles “you will get to know more, things look bleak but we are strong.” Nyxy shakes her head “no, well in my case Sensei no. You see I am not strong; it was one of the things I learned on my path. I am a wannabe. Things and forces out of my capability will be striking and I am not prepared.” Yuki frowned “Nyxy you made your way to your center, you have learned things it took me many years to. I know there are things I have yet to teach you, but you must trust in yourself.” Nyxy smirked “It’s too late, things are about to go down Sensei, I felt it from early on but I thought Id be able to face it. The thing is I don’t want to.” Yuki blinks “you don’t want to?” Nyxy turns away “this is not my fight, this world should have perished when the first cataclysm hit. We are fooling ourselves to do anything but let things run its course.”
Yuki smiled “I see, so you are just giving up then? What would Mitsuko say? You do carry a part of her with you now you know?” Nyxy takes her blade off “this is not mama, this was my manifestation of hope for her, my forgiving myself for hating her for leaving. I know nothing about the woman who gave birth to me, save she loved to paint, and she left me. I guess I am following in her footsteps.” Yuki watches in horror as Nyxy takes the blade out “what are you going to do Nyxy San?” Nyxy smirked “don’t worry I am not fool enough to commit suicide…but I was serious, I am done.” She focuses her left hand holding the hilt with her right staring sadly at the blade “you have served me well my friend, but I am not worthy even of you my little knock off.” She brings her hand down breaking the blade. Yuki gasps “NYXY!” Nyxy turns to her dropping the sword and takes off the hilt dropping all the pieces to the ground. “I told you Sensei, I am just like my mother, the going is tough and now I am going.” Nyxy turns to walk away and Yuki swiftly blocks her “Nyxy I don’t understand this look at me.” Nyxy shook her head “no Sensei, there is nothing you can say at this point, you had a chance when I trained with you. Do not think I didn’t know you were keeping things from me." Yuki glances at her shocked but Nyxy only sadly smirks, "I am sure ye had your reasons. And I thank ye for believing in me, but I am done, my insides are as dead as the rest of me.” Yuki frowns hugging her “Nyxy please stop, you don’t mean any of this, besides where will you go?” Nyxy pulls away “to a high place where I can sit and watch it all end.” At this point the others notice them and Yuki frowns “are you going to say this goodbye to your family at least? I think they deserve to hear this to.” Nyxy shook her head “they would never understand, you don’t and you have been in my inner world. Please I don’t ask you to forgive me, but I have made my decision. Goodbye sensei.” Yuki lets her go frowning still as Nyxy walks away from the park towards downtown. Jack frowned “hey Darlin where are you going?” Nyxy does not respond just walks off not looking back. He approached Yuki “what’s going? Where is she going?” Yuki who picked up the broken sword frowns “she said this is not her fight and she wants it all to end.” Jack turns to go after her but is shocked by Yuki quickly grabbing his hand “she has to sort this out alone, if she has truly given up even you cannot change her mind.” He glares “we don’t have time for this; she needs to get her ass in gear.” Yuki could see the fear in his eyes for her. “This is her choice; we need to trust she will make the right decision.” Jack frowned watching Nyxy continue to walk away “Shit…”
To be continued?
“I don’t understand it why did she just collapse? We are about to do battle aren’t we?” Fear’s voice is in panic. The Beast sighs “I don’t know! None of this is making sense, we joined as one, we felt the light of the center inside us…why are we split again!” Her anger boiling as they look down at Hope. She laid still her face ashen, she had collapsed the moment they split. “Wake up!” The beast kicks at Hope's form, and Fear frowns; “stop it you may hurt her.” Hope softly groans “too much doubt, we cannot move forward, I am sorry.” She lays still dark chains soon bind around her. Fear frowns backing up but soon surrounded by dark chains and rooted in place. The beast smirks “I knew she was not worthy, I suppose I’ll be taking over no…hey…no stop…” Dark chains spring up she tries to dodge “no way I won’t be ah!” Dark chains come down from the sky wrapping completely around her. As she struggled they tightened, the three of them were now bound in place. The inner world begins to crumble “why is this happening?” Fear sighed, the Beast frowns “something made her give up, and now we are doomed.” Fear frowned “but the center….” The Beast looks over and frowns “see for yourself…” The structure which had been glowing strong was fading the stones crumbling down. “Damn it what happened out there??” The beast says staring sadly as the world begins to fall apart…
Yuki glances at Nyxy who had walked a little forward as everyone tended to Mathias, the reveal of him being one of Drake’s childer must have been a shock to Nyxy. But she sensed something worse. “Nyxy San what is troubling you?” Nyxy turned to her “I want to thank you Yuki, just like I thanked Jack, this existence of mine was rough before I met all of you. I thought I’d never know happiness, but for a brief moment I did. Yuki nods and smiles “you will get to know more, things look bleak but we are strong.” Nyxy shakes her head “no, well in my case Sensei no. You see I am not strong; it was one of the things I learned on my path. I am a wannabe. Things and forces out of my capability will be striking and I am not prepared.” Yuki frowned “Nyxy you made your way to your center, you have learned things it took me many years to. I know there are things I have yet to teach you, but you must trust in yourself.” Nyxy smirked “It’s too late, things are about to go down Sensei, I felt it from early on but I thought Id be able to face it. The thing is I don’t want to.” Yuki blinks “you don’t want to?” Nyxy turns away “this is not my fight, this world should have perished when the first cataclysm hit. We are fooling ourselves to do anything but let things run its course.”
Yuki smiled “I see, so you are just giving up then? What would Mitsuko say? You do carry a part of her with you now you know?” Nyxy takes her blade off “this is not mama, this was my manifestation of hope for her, my forgiving myself for hating her for leaving. I know nothing about the woman who gave birth to me, save she loved to paint, and she left me. I guess I am following in her footsteps.” Yuki watches in horror as Nyxy takes the blade out “what are you going to do Nyxy San?” Nyxy smirked “don’t worry I am not fool enough to commit suicide…but I was serious, I am done.” She focuses her left hand holding the hilt with her right staring sadly at the blade “you have served me well my friend, but I am not worthy even of you my little knock off.” She brings her hand down breaking the blade. Yuki gasps “NYXY!” Nyxy turns to her dropping the sword and takes off the hilt dropping all the pieces to the ground. “I told you Sensei, I am just like my mother, the going is tough and now I am going.” Nyxy turns to walk away and Yuki swiftly blocks her “Nyxy I don’t understand this look at me.” Nyxy shook her head “no Sensei, there is nothing you can say at this point, you had a chance when I trained with you. Do not think I didn’t know you were keeping things from me." Yuki glances at her shocked but Nyxy only sadly smirks, "I am sure ye had your reasons. And I thank ye for believing in me, but I am done, my insides are as dead as the rest of me.” Yuki frowns hugging her “Nyxy please stop, you don’t mean any of this, besides where will you go?” Nyxy pulls away “to a high place where I can sit and watch it all end.” At this point the others notice them and Yuki frowns “are you going to say this goodbye to your family at least? I think they deserve to hear this to.” Nyxy shook her head “they would never understand, you don’t and you have been in my inner world. Please I don’t ask you to forgive me, but I have made my decision. Goodbye sensei.” Yuki lets her go frowning still as Nyxy walks away from the park towards downtown. Jack frowned “hey Darlin where are you going?” Nyxy does not respond just walks off not looking back. He approached Yuki “what’s going? Where is she going?” Yuki who picked up the broken sword frowns “she said this is not her fight and she wants it all to end.” Jack turns to go after her but is shocked by Yuki quickly grabbing his hand “she has to sort this out alone, if she has truly given up even you cannot change her mind.” He glares “we don’t have time for this; she needs to get her ass in gear.” Yuki could see the fear in his eyes for her. “This is her choice; we need to trust she will make the right decision.” Jack frowned watching Nyxy continue to walk away “Shit…”
To be continued?